Cheryl Carter – Invisible Oranges – The Metal Blog https://www.invisibleoranges.com Mon, 18 Dec 2023 09:20:06 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.5.2 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/06/27/favicon.png Cheryl Carter – Invisible Oranges – The Metal Blog https://www.invisibleoranges.com 32 32 Cheryl Carter’s Top Albums of 2023 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/best-of-2023-cheryl-carter/ Mon, 18 Dec 2023 16:00:00 +0000 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/?p=57165 I’ll be honest with you guys here, my listening habits this year have been wildly different to my usual and so my list is more a collection of albums that held my attention for longer than a week, bore repeated listens and were, without question, the most listened to. Some might not be what you consider “cool,” and that’s ok. I think they’re cool and it’s just my opinion, man. I never know what to write in these types of pieces, aside from the fact that music, metal in particular, has given more to me that I probably give it credit for and for that, I am truly grateful. Life is fucking strange and messed up most of the time but music is a saviour. 

What we love is deeply personal and the musical world is a rich and wonderful and weird place in which to find what makes you feel both the highs and the lows of the journey. With that being said, my favourite album released in 2023 is a dance record that reaches the peaks of euphoria and my favourite I heard this year dredges the pits of despair. You can hear it in January and let me tell you, Vemod’s The Deepening will change your life as it has mine. 

Honorable Mentions:

20. Aara – Triade III: Nyx (Debemur Morti, Switzerland)

19. Tomb Mold – The Enduring Spirit (20 Buck Spin, Canada)

18. ASET – Astral Rape (Les Acteurs de l’Ombre Productions, Finland/France/Unknown)

17. Ulthar – Anthronomicon/Helionomicon (20 Buck Spin, USA)

16. Woe – Legacies of Frailty (Vendetta Records, USA)

15. Imperial Crystalline Entombment – Ancient Glacial Resurgence (Debemur Morti, USA)

14. Miserere Luminis – Ordalie (Sepulchral Productions, Canada)

13. Heretoir – Nightsphere (Northern Silence Productions, Germany)

12. HEALTH – RAT WARS (Loma Vista Recordings, USA)

11. Mizmor – Prosaic (Profound Lore Records, USA)

Dodheimsgard - Black Medium Current
Dødheimsgard – Black Medium Current
(Peaceville Records, Norway)

If you’re looking for sheer madness put to digital tape then look no further than Black Medium Current. The avantgarde tag was made for these weirdo Norwegians and in their latest album we get to hear all that is bizarre in their world. The album has multitudes of curiosity and fascinating structures of sound that pulse through the blackness to reach the outer limits. A recommended voyage into the unknown awaits. 

Listen here.

Blut Aus Nord – Disharmonium – Nahab
(Debemur Morti, France)

Oh, another completely bonkers record? Blut Aus Nord aren’t known for their restraint and the second installment in their Disharmonium series is as captivating as its predecessor and then some. Nods to Lovecraft are myriad and the claustrophobic atmosphere is as sickening as it is enthralling. 

Listen here.

Harp - Albion
Harp – Albion
(Bella Union, USA)

Are you ever, like, “hey, I wonder what that fella from Midlake is doing now?” and then it turns out he’s writing charming pastoral rock about olden days England? If you are, such as I was, then you’ll be very pleased to know that Albion is lovely and sad and beautiful. 

Listen here.

Austere – Corrosion of Hearts
(Prophecy, Australia)

I wasn’t sure what to expect from a new Austere album considering how long it’s been since their last full-length in 2009, yet Corrosion of Hearts offers a natural evolution of the duo’s “depressive black metal” sound alongside a modern production which allows the shimmering light of their melancholy to radiate outwards. 

Listen here.

Katatonia – Sky Void of Stars
(Napalm Records, Sweden)

Listen, if you like to get sad then you can’t go wrong with Katatonia. It’s weirdly uplifting, in a way, and is probably Jonas Renkse’s most rounded vocal performance so far. I suppose it’s nice to know that you’re not the only one having a bad day and Katatonia sure make you feel like you don’t have to go it alone. Thanks guys. 

Listen here.

Moonlight Sorcery – Horned Lord of the Thorned Castle
(Avantgarde Music, Finland)

If super fun-time symphonic black metal is your cup of tea then Finland’s Moonlight Sorcery are right up your alley. If only for the massive hooks and catchy riffs. Check it out and prepare for maximum enjoyment. 

Listen here.

Mephorash – Krystl-Ah
(Shadow Records, Sweden)

Mephorash may not be on everyone’s black metal radar just yet, but Krystl-Ah is a triumph of an album. There’s riffs, gothic choral passages, ritual sacrifice and the glory of the occult to be found here. If you’re partial to keyboards and theatrics and maybe a bit of supplication to a higher power then you should probably hear this. 

Listen here.

Lamp of Murmuur Saturnian Bloodstorm
Lamp Of Murmuur – Saturnian Bloodstorm
(Wolves of Hades/Argento Records, USA)

I’m sure Lamp Of Murmuur need no introductions here but just in case you haven’t left your basement for a few years, the one-man band from somewhere in America has been pushing his own boundaries as well as those of the raw black metal underground for a while now. Originally releasing hard to find demos and now taking over the world with his own take on the genre, Lamp Of Murmuur is the black metal band of the moment with a bonus of actually being good. 

Listen here.

Panopticon – The Rime of Memory
(Bindrune Records, USA)

The stark white of the cover of The Rime of Memory belies the warmth and emotion that is contained within the music of the album as Austin Lunn navigates life and loss, both physical and metaphysical. There’s an overarching sense of sadness here and yet Lunn allows you to feel it in ways that are respectful and necessary. We won’t live forever but our legacy will. What will you do with it?

Listen here.

VNV Nation – Electric Sun
(Anachron Sounds, Germany)

Alright, here it is. My absolute, most listened to and therefore favorite album of the year is by VNV Nation. Is it metal? Hell no. Is it euphoric? Glorious? Inspiring? Hell yes! I’m not here to justify choosing this because it’s objectively really fucking good.You can dance, you can sing, you can revel in the ultimate high. Give yourself over to the beat and don’t stop moving until it’s over. Then do it again. And again. 

Listen here.

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Cosmic Void Fest 2023 (Recap + Photos) https://www.invisibleoranges.com/cosmic-void-fest-2023/ Wed, 04 Oct 2023 13:00:00 +0000 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/?p=55684 I’ll be honest; I never know how to start a review of a live show, never mind an entire weekend of them. Also, should I be writing in the first person? Probably not but let’s throw caution to the wind and see what shakes out. I’ve read enough and done enough of these things to know what’s enjoyable to read and what is a slog, and I’m trying something new. It might turn out alright in the end.

Cosmic Void Festival is still in its infancy, with this being their second edition of the festival, and it has to be said, the overall organization and atmosphere is impressive. Aside from one band (the complex stage setup most likely had something to do with it), the whole weekend runs on time to almost military precision, which is a feat in and of itself. Trying to corral a bunch of musicians is no easy task, after all. The lineup itself is incredibly curated with a huge number of U.K. exclusives and first time shows on British shores for a handful of the bands, meaning fans traveled quite the distance to attend. 

Friday

Personally, I’m coming from Switzerland, and the journey starts very early on this chilly Friday morning, which means sleep catches up with me, and I miss the first band of the opening day. Sorry Trivax. All is not lost, though, as the three remaining bands make up for the faux-pas later in the evening. 

First up is Mephorash, who take over the entire stage with cloaks and banners and a whole host of atmosphere. It’s a shame, then, that the sound at the beginning of their set is somewhat distorted and hard to decipher. As the band settle in and the sound engineer figures it out, their spiritual black metal can begin in earnest. The Swedes are quite the spectacle, as masks hide their true faces, and the words allow the band to open the gates to the netherworld. They play new track “I Am,” and the majestic sounds of the song echo across the crowd, which is packed tightly into the Islington Academy with barely room for breath. 

Next are Icelandic horde Misþyrming, who take to the stage as if they own it, spreading across the space, bathed in blood and darkness. Their most recent release, Með hamri, forms the bulk of their set, and the audience hang on to every word bellowed out from the blackness of the stage. 

It’s a different dynamic and one that changes even more once Mare begin to lay out the stage to their liking. Candles form the basis of the lighting rig as frontman HBM Azazil towers at the front as though conducting the darkest sermon known to man. He commands a deep reverence as chants begin and the ritual gets underway. Many black metal bands are want to call their live shows “rituals” and this is certainly one case where that descriptor can be used. Azazil is clad in black robes with a striking red emblem emblazoned across the front, and his stance is reminiscent of a priest conducting a service. The music itself is spellbinding, and Mare, with their live shows already a rare occurrence, cast such incantations as to make this performance a precious memory. 

Once Mare finish, there is barely time to gather our thoughts before the zealous security crew are ushering us out of the door and into the streets of Islington. Friday might be over, but the weekend has only just begun.

Saturday

Saturday is all about the build-up to the live U.K. debut of Switzerland’s Darkspace, and everything that comes before is whetting the appetite for the cybernetic performance that will come later. For me, the day begins with The Sun’s Journey Through The Night, who play for a paltry half an hour and leave many wanting more. 

They are headed up by No One, a kinetic frontman who certainly has roots in at least the hardcore scene judging by his movements and energy. Neither really match the black metal vibe yet there is an earnestness and believability to the proceedings that allow for the band to revel in that difference. They are slowly building up steam in the U.K. underground, and their short set here is enough to prove their worth.

After this adrenaline-filled start to the day, I head back to my hotel. The bands that follow are surely excellent, however not entirely to my taste, and rather than traipse back and forth from the two venues in use for the main bulk of Cosmic Void—The Electric Ballroom and The Underworld—I decide to go eat lunch instead. I’m sure you appreciate this insight into my mind. Anyway, I’m excited for the rest of the day which does involve switching venues a lot, and a girl has to save her strength, you know. 

Another exclusive on the program for today is the worldwide live debut of Australia’s Midnight Odyssey, a one-man band who has garnered much admiration over the years and has finally been convinced to play live on stage. Joining Dis Pater for the live show is Austere’s Tim Yatras on keyboards and Clint of Reverb Springs on guitars. It’s a huge stage for only three people and as Dis Pater takes to the center alone, fully cloaked (there is an incredible amount of cloaks on display this weekend), there is a palpable sense of excitement in the air. 

How will the band sound considering they’ve not played live before? Does it work, even? The answer is, good and yes! At least after the first 10 minutes, which are extremely bass-heavy and take some time to even out. Once the synths can be heard then the audience can fully grasp the aura of Midnight Odyssey, and it is beautiful.

Next are Urgehal, who come armed with two vocalists and more spikes than are probably necessary. Their set is billed as a memorial ritual for a fallen member, and their energy is wild throughout their time on stage as they channel every emotion possible into a tight and frenetic performance. Switching vocalists on a couple of occasions gives the band an unusual schtick, especially if you blink and miss the swap, yet the momentum is never lost. 

It’s in stark contrast to the melancholy beauty of Thy Light, who follow next, their depressive black metal hiding glimpses of elegant melody and rich despair. Originally from Brazil and now based in Scotland, the project of Paolo Bruno are another having their U.K. live debut this weekend. The Underworld was almost at capacity for the event, and many in the crowd were not shy to show the band exactly how their music makes them feel. Arms are raised in supplication to guitars that bend with utter misery while gorgeous passages are given the room to breathe in the darkness. Thy Light might have been unknown at the beginning of their set, judging by some curious conversations that were overheard, yet they rightly gained a whole new level of adoration tonight. 

Heading back to The Electric Ballroom as the night draws in around Camden, Naglfar let us know that they haven’t actually played in the U.K. for 17 years, which honestly sounds bonkers considering how much the audience enjoyed them. The band are ready to go from the second they step out onto the stage, and so are. the crowd. The Swedish crew looked like they were having an excellent time. Their brand of black metal isn’t breaking any boundaries, and that’s OK; sometimes you just need some balls-to-the-wall, fun-time black metal to bring a smile to your face. And Naglfar do that in spades. 

Closing out Saturday were Swiss synthesized black metal aliens Darkspace, a colossal booking for the festival and one which Cosmic Void seems the most fitting descriptor for. The trio are stoic, moving only to step up to their microphones where required and instead communicating with the audience in huge waves of sound and curious effects. There is minimal interaction between the three which only serves to add to the inhuman and bizarre power they radiate. 

Vocals are kept to a minimum, and the music itself moves in such a well constructed rhythm that each beat is felt both through the air and through the structure of the building. Darkspace are unwelcoming in their approach, and that is exactly how their music feels—They transport you to the outer limits, the very edge of consciousness and space, and leave you there in the darkness with no way back home. The driving momentum of the performance is never lost—Even as the band dim the lights and step further into the ambient side of themselves, they allow for constant movement and I, for one, can not stay still. It is breathtaking and a perfect end to the day. 

Sunday

Sunday is a little more relaxed on my side, and I started by checking out the first band on my personal schedule, Anomalie, who played their first-ever U.K. show. Upon arriving at The Electric Ballroom five minutes before the Austrian’s are due to start, it was clear that the venue was not yet open. Kinda weird, if we’re being honest, as they started to play on time at 3 p.m. to what could only be the bar staff and the festival merch crew. 

As we were finally moving forward, the guitars echoed through the queue, and there was a rush to hit the space in front of the stage so that the band wouldn’t feel as lonely playing their own style of post black metal. Anomalie certainly play it well, and as they moved through darkness and light, often in the same song, the audience was both receptive and adoring. 

One of the biggest draws of the weekend was the appearance of Norwegian bizarros Ved Buens Ende…, who play a brand of avant-garde, jazz-infused black metal that has yet to be equaled. They are quite rightly revered and have been missing from the U.K. live scene since 2005. Wild. 

We were lucky, then, that they were here this evening, and we were even luckier to hear some truly magical moments from them. “I Sang For the Swans” and “Mask in the Mirror” are stunning, and the inclusion of “Den saakaldte” is a joyous and mind-bending treat. The band were clearly having a lot of fun together, with the stage banter between Vicotnik and Aggressor often being funny and charming. It’s genuinely a pleasure to see this kind of relationship on stage, and it makes for a fascinating and curious performance. 

At this point, I made the decision to hang around the Ballroom and wait for Cult Of Fire, who started a little later than billed. Once the curtains are drawn, it is clear why. The stage set-up is magnificent with both guitarists sat atop serpent thrones, cross-legged and straight-backed, which fits the Hindu and mystical themes of the band. Adorning the center of the stage was a table stacked with ritual and prayer items which were used throughout the theatrical performance given by frontman Vojtěch Holub. HIs presence was overwhelming as he performed with the most intricate costume seen this weekend. Horns, robes and a hidden microphone all added to the drama, and Cult Of Fire held the attention of the faithful congregation from beginning to end. 

The spectacle continued at The Underworld with Dutch madmen Helleruin, who were out to cause ultimate chaos with a performance so frenetic that it’s a wonder their frontman didn’t fall off the stage at any point. He got into the audience, sure, but that must be on purpose, right? Helleruin are all-out black metal wildness, and with the maniacal Carchost on vocals (and everything on record), the band are certainly tipping the scales into the danger zone. 

Next on the same stage are Sinmara, whom I checked out for 20 minutes. Not because they did  anything wrong; in fact, they are an extremely powerful live band. But, alas, I arrived much too late to grab anywhere near a decent spot, and if you’ve been to the venue before, then you’ll know that it’s awkwardly shaped, and standing anywhere other than down on the floor means you get a beautiful view of the back of someone’s head. This meant that my enjoyment was tempered and it seems a better idea to head out and get ready for the final band on the Electric Ballroom stage. 

BORKNAGAR! have been absent from the U.K. since 1998, which is ridiculous. They are insanely good, and that night, they were incredible. The set leaned a little more heavily into the two most recent albums, Winter Thrice and True North, which was a smart move considering it’s been so long since they played here and a lot of people may have been more familiar with these later songs. 

Either way, the crowd were feeling it on a deeper level judging by the amount of hair being thrown around and the wonderfully out-of -une sing-a-longs that can be heard when “Up North” kicks into its chorus. Borknagar’s strengths lie in their outrageously catchy songs and climbing riffs, and in the phenomenal vocal prowess of ICS Vortex and Lars A. Nedlund. Separatel,  they are powerhouses, and together? Together they are unstoppable. 

The Norwegians played for an hour, and it was far from enough for everyone there who, despite knowing it was over, still hung around for a while in the hope that something magical would happen. For those of us who deemed the weekend complete, we spilled out onto the streets of Camden talking about just how fucking good that was. It was really fucking good, guys. There was another band playing down the road, but, for me at least, Borknagar were the pinnacle and closed out Cosmic Void in the most impressive way. I’m still thinking about it today.

Photos by Kassandra Carmona

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Roadburn 2022: Heaviness Redefined, Part 2 (Live Review) https://www.invisibleoranges.com/roadburn-2022-part-2/ Fri, 20 May 2022 17:00:20 +0000 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/roadburn-2022-part-2/
Roadburn 2022 - Lamp of Murmuur
Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter


Saturday

As the dust settles on Friday evening and the performance of Thou and Mizmor’s surprise album Myopia still weighs heavy on the mind, Saturday brings even more moments of intensity as it begins at The Engine Room with the delicate danger of Midwife. Madeline Johnston uses her voice and a guitar to create heavy whispers of sound that curl through the crowd and affect each in individual ways. Her command is in the quiet moments that allow space to reflect and in the contrasting bursts of color from the looped guitars and crescendos. It is a jarring start to the day and one that fulfills the brief of “Redefining Heaviness” that the Festival is promoting this year. Midwife’s weight lies not in huge crashes of sound but in the emotional heft that Johnston imbues her music with, the core elements of pain and trying to find an understanding of loss bringing much more in terms of heaviness than a larger ensemble of musicians would.

Roadburn 2022 - Jo Quail
Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

This theme follows through into Jo Quail’s commissioned piece, The Cartographer, at least in terms of using quiet to invoke a sense of weight and burden. The classical aspects of Quail’s cello-led work is given life by the musicians behind her, percussion and trombone alongside violin and piano, while a modern slant is taken by vocalists Lucie Dehli and Jake Harding who breathe a contemporary edge into the piece. As The Cartographer flows over the Main Stage and into the audience it becomes clear that Jo Quail has created something very special – the composition washes over the rapt gathering in beautiful waves of luminous sound and as it moves towards the inevitable end, the dual vocalists bring their voices together to lift the work into the realm of the heavens. It is a stunning climax and it’s not until the artists have left the stage that a collective sigh is released by many in the crowd. It’s an expression of awe, a “what did we just witness, that was incredible” moment shared by thousands on a sunny Saturday afternoon in Tilburg. It’s beautiful.

A quick switch back to De Koepelhal and The Terminal stage brings us to Hangman’s Chair. The French band are playing their latest album, A Loner in full today and while the plan is to watch half before heading back to the Main Stage to see Emma Ruth Rundle play her newest release, too, Hangman’s Chair are captivating. The first song shows just how skilled these musicians are as the sound that emanates from the stage is almost note perfect. Cédric Toufouti’s voice rings out across the hangar with stunning resonance as the band move through their album, impressing many who wandered into the stage without any expectations or ideas as to what the band would sound like. That aspect is difficult to define as their sound incorporates doom, gothic elements and a clean singing style that places it slightly outside of the usual genre boundaries but that is what Roadburn is for – to explore those limitations that have previously been set and to push them further from the basic codas that have been put in place in the past. Hangman’s Chair represents that and on Sunday will join Regarde Les Hommes Tomber to present their collaboration and push those limits once again.

Roadburn 2022 - Hangman's Chair
Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

As the set draws to a close it is time to head over to the Hall of Fame venue, this year a free-standing and much larger structure than previous years, to check out the dark synthwave of Deathsomnia. The industrial slant of their sound forces many to move in sync with the electronic beats and despite entering the stage with little to no idea of what to expect, the UK/Estonian band impress immediately with devilishly catchy songs and a bombastic stage presence. Deathsomnia proves to be a good decision in the end as the Skatepark is full way before Primitive Man’s surprise set starts and it’s not long before the next announcement comes via the Festival’s twitter feed. Patrick Walker will be appearing at Paradox – the newest venue for Roadburn and a well known local jazz club which hosts many of the more experimental and avant-garde bands of the weekend. It is the perfect place for a solo show from the 40 Watt Sun frontman, who, alone with an acoustic guitar, plays songs missed from the band’s full set on Thursday alongside friends who accompany him at times on cello and additional guitar. The 40 Watt Sun live band join towards the end but it’s an emotional dedication to a good friend who happens to be in the audience, Emma Ruth Rundle, with the song “Carry Me Home” that moves many to tears.

Roadburn 2022 - Patrick Walker
Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

To the surprise of probably no-one, Thou are announced to be playing another set today. This time it’s listed as Thou & Friends and it’s happening at the Ladybird Skatepark. Can we get in? Only if everyone else leaves, so after some waiting around in the queue for it to go absolutely nowhere for ten minutes, many of us give up and head elsewhere. This attendee stakes a place for Ulver on the Main Stage which is intriguing enough before it even starts due to the large white screen that is tied down across the entire front of the stage, from ceiling to photo pit. What this will entail is anybody’s guess and as the band begin with “One Last Dance” from Flowers of Evil (the main focus of the set), the screen stays up – and will for the whole performance – as colorful patterns bloom across it, projected from above and through to the main video screen behind them. The band stays firmly positioned at its back and at their instruments, with Kristoffer Rygg occasionally moving forward away from his own setup to encourage the audience in their dancing. It’s a fascinating way to approach the audience and one that leaves plenty of people slightly confused for the first song as they wait for the screen to reveal the band more clearly. However, as the set progresses and the visuals move in time to the beats of the songs it becomes clear that Ulver are sending a message, perhaps about how we engage with music and artists. But that’s a much more complicated thought than can be handled during the psychedelic breakouts that Ulver incorporate into their songs, expanding them into ten minute plus epics and inserting a couple of favorites from 2017s The Assassination of Julius Caesar to round out their time on the stage. It’s a thrilling performance and one that I’m still thinking about weeks later.

Roadburn 2022 - Ulver
Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

As midnight rolls around and the final bands are taking to the stage across the Festival’s venues, this attendee heads out to the Weirdo Canyon in search of friends and a cold drink. As much as music is a passion, there is only so much you can take before you stop having a good time and for me, this is the end of the day’s musical discovery and a chance to catch up with some people that haven’t been seen since the last in-person edition of Roadburn.

Sunday

Sunday’s adventures start with a double header of Dutch underground music on The Terminal stage as Terzij de Horde showcase their new material from album In One Of These, I Am Your Enemy. Partway through the allotted time the band leave the stage and handover the reins to Ggu:ll before the two projects come together to lay waste to the space of The Terminal. This is a stage that sees a lot of black metal action today and De Koepelhal is the place to be if you want to see some of the most interesting and forward-thinking acts of the genre – the next being a collaboration between fellow Dutch entities Solar Temple and Dead Neanderthals.

Roadburn 2022 -Grey Aura
Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

Entitled Embers Beget The Divine, this mind-melting journey of sound is as hypnotic as it is heavy. Almost immediately there is a sense of ritual to this performance as the guitars and their cyclic riffs burrow deep into the psyche, lifting the songs into spiritual territory and becoming as hymns to an all-seeing god. The audience is entranced as the songs twist through repeating patterns that are seemingly never-ending in their search for higher dimensions and the spell is only broken once the music stops. It comes as a shock for many as they are so deeply entrenched in the world that Solar Temple x Dead Neanderthals have created that coming back to reality is a confusing moment for a lot of us.

Having previously been announced for the 2020 edition of Roadburn where they would play 2019s much celebrated album Cairn, Mizmor are one of the biggest draws of the day. Led by A.L.N. and supported by several old friends to complete the live band, Mizmor are masters of creating music that makes you feel. Emotions that have been long forgotten are dredged from the darkest places of the soul during their performance as the band journey through religious fervor and leaving it all behind due to the absurd nature of what is asked from a person from God. A.L.N.’s voice switches from the deepest bellows to the highest shrieks as he explores his life path and the audience is taken on this devastating journey with him. This is pure catharsis for many here tonight as the collective exhale as the final notes of “The Narrowing Way” rest in the air can attest to.

Roadburn 2022 - Mizmor
Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

Spilling into the early evening light after being in almost total darkness is a shock to the system but a breather is needed before heading back into The Terminal for Lamp of Murmuur’s official Roadburn debut (secret show notwithstanding) and this is a set that is extremely exciting for many who are already queuing to enter the stage. It’s a curious thing to be waiting to see a band that up until two years ago were known mainly on the internet to a dedicated fanbase. You couldn’t hear the music unless you purchased it physically (or someone ripped it to YouTube) and the mysterious M. plays their cards so extremely close to their chest that it isn’t clear who they even are. Appearing in black cloaks and corpse paint, the live band have been chosen carefully to execute M.’s vision which comprises raw black metal that has been imbued with several post-punk and goth influences. Tonight M. is draped in black and masked to ensure his identity can remain hidden yet his sheer passion is apparent quickly. Having been released in 2021, Lamp of Murmuur play through the entirety of Submission and Slavery this evening and while the audience is slightly more subdued than those in attendance at the Little Devil show, the band are giving it their all with M. occasionally stepping to the front to take in the spectacle before him.

Roadburn 2022 - Lamp of Murmuur
Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

Slightly before Lamp of Murmuur took to the stage, Roadburn announce that Grey Aura would be playing immediately after in the skatepark and so after the rapturous applause dies out on The Terminal stage it’s time to make a quick dash around the corner to hear what the Dutch band have to offer. And, damn, they have a lot to offer. Their black metal is deeply indebted to the avant-garde but it’s the beats that dig under the skin and there is more dancing here tonight than there was at Ulver last night. There is an infectious charm to Grey Aura’s sound and it cannot be ignored by those who gather at the front of the stage. When the quartet finish some fresh air is required before heading back in for bonkers Belgian’s Alkerdeel who take over for the unfortunately canceled performance from enigmatic entity Koldovstvo.

It’s not long before a surprise is announced in the form of a Black Sabbath tribute on the Next Stage after Green Lung finish. Green Lung play a pastoral sort of doom that takes inspiration from English folklore and myths and creates a fascinating sound from it, not least because of Tom Templar’s stunning voice that commands the crowd down to the last row in the room. It seems as though many in the crowd are here to stake a claim for the front row for this intriguing Black Sabbath tribute (could it be Thou who have played every other day?) which is lucky for Green Lung as they have surely found several new fans tonight.

Roadburn 2022 - Thou
Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

As the band leave and the stage hands begin to break down the equipment ready for whatever will happen next the general buzz and consensus is that, yes, Thou are going to be the band to do this covers set. The atmosphere is electric as the band set-up, with some curious concert-goers taking a sneak peek at the setlist that lies on the monitors before Thou are ready to start a set which is to be the final performance of Roadburn 2022. “Wheels of Confusion” kicks off the tribute set and it is a suitably fuzzed-out rendition of a classic song.

The audience are going wild as the first notes pierce the smoke-filled room, something frontman Bryan Funck jokes about quickly… “Can we have less smoke? We don’t know these songs that well and hardly had time to practice.” Considering they’ve played at least one hundred other songs this weekend it’s surprising they can remember their own names at this point. Still, the smoke adds to the occasion and the band are joined by a handful of friends as the set progresses. Smoke aside, the viewing location isn’t exactly the best and so we only manage to catch a brief glimpse of A.L.N. from Mizmor on drums, Andrew Black (Mizmor live) on guitar but the most obvious collaborator during this set is Lingua Ignota on vocals during “Black Sabbath.” Despite holding the lyrics in her hand and professing to not knowing the song at all, she does an incredible job adding even more dimension to the track. The set closes with “Supernaut” and as the audience calls for more, both because Thou are a thrill to watch and because by them finishing it signals the end of Roadburn, the band apologize – they don’t know any more songs.

As the audience come to terms with this fact and leave the 013 for the last time for Roadburn 2022, there is a sense of hope and magic in the air. For most, this is the biggest event they’ve been to in two years and it’s also a place where your musical dreams can come true, so to be able to experience live music in this capacity once again is a wonderful feeling.

Roadburn will be back in 2023–see you there?

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Roadburn 2022: Heaviness Redefined, Part 1 (Live Review) https://www.invisibleoranges.com/roadburn-2022-review-part-1/ Mon, 02 May 2022 22:44:41 +0000 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/roadburn-2022-review-part-1/
Roadburn 2022
Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter


The Roadburn experience is unique to every person who attends, whether that’s in terms of bands seen, how that band made the person feel or how that attendee approached new acts and much-loved favorites — no two people will have the exact same encounters with the music or the Festival. That’s the magic of Roadburn and why it’s held in such high regard the world over. Just taking a moment to stand still and soak in the atmosphere will allow you to hear many different languages being spoken around you while people meet friends both old and new over a love for heavy music.

The main principle of Roadburn in 2022 is “Redefining Heaviness,” and that energy flows through the Festival area as crowds make their way to the first shows of Thursday, perhaps already having been in Tilburg for a day or more in order to get their bearings and attend the Wednesday pre-show party, “The Spark.” The music on offer ranges from the rawest black metal to the most experimental and obscure sounds the world has to showcase and Roadburn embraces that with its whole heart. The team behind the Festival spend months and almost their entire beings on booking bands that line up with the values that Roadburn promotes, commissioning special projects and looking for the right visual artists to bring their concepts to life.

Immersion in Roadburn is key, at least for this attendee, and so full sets were a priority for those bands I really wanted to catch, while others were a “nice to see if I can manage it” vibe. It is definitely not possible to see everything unless you want to spend five minutes with a band before moving on, never eating and never sitting down. It’s not recommended but it’s also your festival experience, so you do you? For this traveler, Thursday started early with a 4am wake-up call and a 6am flight to Amsterdam and it was already in mind that perhaps the official start time of 2pm with Big Brave was pushing it slightly in regards to the mental and physical capacity to fully engage with the Festival straightaway. You can check out the preview that was posted shortly before the Festival and have fun matching up the bands mentioned with what was actually witnessed, but I’d decided to go with the flow, as it were, and see how my brain felt in the moment. And after arriving in Tilburg at 11am, my brain needs a nap.

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Vile Creature and Bismuth. Photo credit: Cheryl Carter

Thursday

For this reason, then, my first band of the weekend is a collaboration between Vile Creature and Bismuth with their commissioned piece, A Hymn of Loss and Hope on the Main Stage of the 013. Entering the space felt like coming home, in a way, the familiar sights and smells immediately brought back memories of vying for a good spot to see the band (as a short person this is vital) and to be comfortable in the crowd, the biggest many of us have seen since the Spring of 2020. The atmosphere is electric and a tangible feeling of anticipation fills the air as people begin to fill the floor and stare at the projected backdrop that proclaims “Roadburn 2022,” in simple but promising terms. As the lights dim and Vile Creature and Bismuth take to the stage, the expectant crowd welcome them as though heroes, the first to return to the hallowed halls of the 013 and the first band on the Main Stage for Roadburn 2022. It is a moment that sends chills down the spine as the reality sets in — we are here, watching live music, with people, in real life. It’s mind-boggling for a split second and as the two collaborators channel downtrodden doom and shiver-inducing screams, the haze begins to pass as thousands of people come to understand that this is really happening. It is wonderful to be in this moment and despite technically being alone in a physical sense, the knowledge that the people surrounding you are experiencing their own private moments brings us closer together. As A Hymn of Loss and Hope ends, there is a buzz in the air as the crowd exits the stage and seeks the next thrill.

De Koepelhal houses The Terminal and Engine Room stages, as well as being the main hub for merch and the Ladybird Skatepark (more to come on that). Areas for food and drinks and situated outside as well as the temporary Hall of Fame venue while construction is in progress on the old site. This new Hall of Fame is much bigger and honestly, should become a permanent fixture in the future or even a large cafe/restaurant type of place as while places to sit are plenty, sometimes there is little choice but to sit on the floor somewhere. Anyway, I digress, The Terminal is the next stop for this attendee and Year of No Light are already laying waste to the venue upon arrival. Their light show is mesmerizing as is their stunning take on instrumental post-rock. Their sound is crisp and deliciously heavy and the darkness of the venue allows for the audience to become fully absorbed in their performance.

After Year of No Light it is time to walk back to the Main Stage (this is a fairly quick walk if you’re lucky with the traffic but the renovations that are happening all around the city make the times slightly longer than usual) for Italian band Messa and their playthrough of newest album, Close. Captivating from the start, the band meld doom and Mediterranean influences to create a sound that inspires devotion, not least through vocalist Sara’s powerful voice and commanding presence. Messa’s set is one of the most talked about of the weekend and their not-so-secret set on Saturday – the band somehow accidentally let it slip in advance and it was a case of when it was happening rather than if it was happening – in the Skatepark was packed out due to this word of mouth.

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Messa. Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

After Messa, a short break is required before heading into the evening programme. Word on the street is that Thou have been spotted arriving and there is a definite feeling of “what the hell is going on?” buzzing around the Festival sites. Roadburn are known for adding surprise shows and secret sets from bands you didn’t even know were coming, so this news is already heightening the tension of the day. The TimeSquare app (the app the Festival recommends to use which has the full timetables of each day, plus alerts fifteen minutes before your picks start as well as having the most up-to-date information on when and where bands are playing) fast becomes a close friend as you constantly check for new additions, replacements for those acts who unfortunately couldn’t make it and the much touted secret shows Roadburn keep mentioning to us to keep an eye on. Still, nothing much will stop me from catching 40 Watt Sun as Perfect Light has been a favorite since release. Patrick Walker leads the band and it’s his voice which carries much of the emotion they are known for while the music takes on the role of supporting act in order to create a delicate and engrossing hour on stage. Looking around the main stage crowd it is clear that many here hold 40 Watt Sun close to their hearts as heads are bowed and eyes closed, the stories of Walker washing over them as if they were their own. It is a powerful moment that only breaks once “Stages” ends and those present can finally exhale their own personal pain.

As the crowd spills out in the main street, the news comes that Thou are indeed at Roadburn and they’ll be playing at Ladybird Skatepark at 9pm. The capacity of the skatepark is limited due to the amount of fire exits available and it is important to arrive early to begin queuing for this venue. The skatepark hosted some legendary sets in 2019—Thou played their infamous Misfits cover set there and the energy of the park is much different to the other venues of Roadburn. There’s something about the DIY aspect that gets the crowd in the right frame of mind and as Thou appear on the stage for one of the heaviest sets of the weekend, the audience rightly goes wild and the momentum barely stops for the entirety of their set.

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Thou. Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

Over on the Main Stage, Sólstafir are playing their 2011 opus Svartir Sandar and during the last song of the set, the visuals change from artwork of the album to the moving pictures of the film Valhalla Rising. This holds significance as this was a fan-made video of their final song from the album, “Djákninn,” accompanying visuals from the movie—to close the set using this is a beautiful nod to the dedication of their fans and the band to them and it is a visceral and dramatic end to a performance that encapsulates exactly why the Icelandic band’s legacy is still as strong today as it was upon the release of the album over a decade ago.

The evening still holds promise in its final acts of the day yet getting into the Next Stage for The Bug looks to be a lesson in futility. Still, Russian Circles are a perfect way to end the first day of Roadburn Festival 2022 as their heavy post-metal fills the Main Stage to the rafters, the sound swelling with each sweep on the guitar and strike of the drum as the trio bring Thursday to its close. Afterwards, there’s a choice of bars to hit on the affectionately named Weirdo Canyon strip that forms the main landing zone for many Roadburners, with favorite bars taking precedence for some, while others look for a cool place to have their final beer of the night, and a few hit their beds to get some rest before Friday starts.

Friday

The most intriguing prospect of Friday is the collaboration between Perturbator’s James Kent and Cult of Luna’s Johannes Persson, a commissioned piece entitled Final Light and the first musical port of call for me today. Accompanied by two drummers with Kent on synths/keys and Persson on guitar/vocals, the industrial leaning post-metal (this barely seems like the right description but words are not always found so easily) the duo create is some of the most insane of the weekend. Movement is mandatory and the atmosphere is lit up by the deep bellows of Persson who commands the audience from the outset. The high expectations of what Final Light would sound like are completely justified as the two musicians come together to mold their respective genres into an entirely new beast.

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Wiegedood. Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

Speaking of insanity, next is Wiegedood who showcase their most recent album, There’s Always Blood At The End Of The Road and pummel the audience with deadly blast beats and dour spoken word sections. This contrast plus the stark lighting choices give Wiegedood a dangerous edge as their music begins to take new forms in the spaces between songs. Time for introspection is in short supply both at Roadburn and in life, and the Belgian’s approach to this performance gives those moments to the audience in the vast hall of the Main Stage before once again launching full throttle into punishing, existential black metal.

Before the commissioned work of This Shame Should Not Be Mine from GGGOLDDD, there is the announcement that Lamp of Murmuur are playing a surprise secret show at the Little Devil bar. This is a tiny venue and a chance to catch the band before their Terminal set on Sunday and the lure is much too great (sorry, GGGOLDDD). A dash to the bar that lies 10-15 minutes walk away ensues to make sure entry is gained for the show and a prime spot is taken at the front once the gathered crowd is allowed into the stage area. The atmosphere is charged with excitement as the mysterious M. and his chosen band enter into the tiny stage. Cloaked in robes and smoke, the band begin a whirlwind of a set that only slows down when they notice some technical difficulties in the shape of an air conditioner leaking onto the amp stack. The band are professional about it, however, and despite a small argument with an audience member who apparently is very annoyed about the interruption (should the whole band die from electrocution for you to hear the rest of the set?), M. keeps their cool and makes sure the audience is aware of what is happening at all times. It’s not long before Lamp of Murmuur are able to continue and anyone who is here has the sense that they are witnessing something very special indeed. It is joyous and exhilarating to be a part of this audience losing their minds in unison as the band launch into “Heir of Ecliptical Romanticism” to end the show. Sunday seems very far away for another chance to catch thia group of musicians live.

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Lamp of Murmuur. Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

After Lamp of Murmuur finish, Alcest begin their performance of 2010s Écailles de Lune back at the 013’s Main Stage. The band are held dear to many and the audience fill the room from the front to the rafters of the balcony. Frontman Neige switches from gentle vocalizations to heightened screams – certainly one of the most recognizable voices in black metal – as the French band bookend the album with a handful of fan favorites to round out their stage time. The performance is magical both from a musical perspective and from the point of view that Neige is bringing to life a world he encountered as a child. The band emulates the majesty of the unknown in climbing guitar solos and serene passages while the fear of passing through into a new world is filtered through Neige’s shrieks and Winterhalter’s rich drums. As their set draws to a close the is a buzz in the air that is added to when the huge gap in the Main Stage’s timetable is revealed to be a collaboration between Thou and Mizmor.

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Photo Credit: Cheryl Carter

At this point, a rest is needed and while the plan is initially to see HEALTH over at the Engine Room, the possibilities of what Thou and Mizmor can create together is far more intriguing and so the Main Stage becomes the focus for many on this beautiful Friday evening. It turns out that the performance will be songs from a collaborative album, Myopia, recorded in secret and released to the public on this same day. The Main Stage is taken on a journey of cinematic proportions as the songs reveal the darkest depths of Thou’s sludge and the dramatic twists of Mizmor’s blackened doom. To say it is cathartic is hardly doing the music justice but there is a collective sense of release as the final notes wash over the room, that there was something powerful at play here and to be present is to be cleansed.

Roadburn 2022-Thou x Mizmor Friday
Photo credit: Cheryl Carter

Several deep breaths are required after the songs of Myopia and the choices for what to see next are between Swiss band Sum Of R playing their newest album Lahbryce in full or the psychedelic delights of TAU & The Drones of Praise at the Next Stage. Sum Of R wins out in this instance and the performance is captivating to say the least. Expanding the line-up is Marko Neuman on vocals (Dark Buddha Rising) and Jukka Rämänen on drums (also of Dark Buddha Rising) to complement the curious sounds of the band. Neuman is electrifying to watch as he possesses a terrifying energy that pulses out across the gathered audience and draws them into his circle. Lahbryce is hypnotic on this scale and it is the perfect close to Friday. The choice now stands at partying or bedtime and for this festival goer, it turns into a need to lie down as Saturday looms on the horizon.

We’ll continue our post-fest rundown of Roadburn 2022 later this week. Stay tuned!

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Holding the Key to Trhä’s Mysterious Kingdom (Interview) https://www.invisibleoranges.com/trha-interview/ Wed, 20 Apr 2022 17:30:24 +0000 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/trha-interview/ attachment-IMG_4165


The otherworld has long been a fascination for many and in the realm of music that attraction is unlocked and held within secret kingdoms and languages known only to the creators, personal to them and used to make sense of the reality they find themselves in daily or to navigate the magical domains they conjure through sound. Trhä is a key to pass through to the unknown and the architect of this world is the extraordinarily named Thét Älëf, detna hacëntara Trha Nönvéhhklëth, Jôdhrhä dës Khatës, Dlhâvênkléth fëhlätharan ôdlhënamsaran Ebnan, who uses their music to move through nostalgia and bittersweet memories, anger and difficulty as well as finding hope in the darkness.

While Trhä prefer to keep their location hidden and Thét Älëf’s identity a mystery, they did grant us an interview in which their magical dimension is discussed and their language and its creation is explained. Trhä’s music falls within the walls of black metal and includes nods to spiritual guidance and enchanted journeys on its path of discovery, however, the light is often contrasted by darkness as Thét Älëf’s voice shifts through screams and howls to create balance between soft serenity and dense despair.

Your music often feels spiritual, I’m not sure if religious is the right word, but there is a sense of… reverence for that world in the musical motifs that appear–bells, organs, choral passages, for example on endlhëtonëg. Is that something that you experienced in your life? If so, how has that impacted you?

endlhëtonëg is a magical place in a distant world, and the song “endlhëtonëg” is literally the hymn venerating the potent indescribable magic of the land. The choral passage was added for this obvious reason. The bells were somewhat of an accident, since I was recording “endlhëturhën” and discovered this sound on my synth, though the use of this sound makes complete sense within the context of the rest of the album.

Is this distant world something that you feel connected to in a spiritual sense or in a more physical way? What does the magical aspect mean to you?

This connection is spiritual, and also in the sense that I am the creator. This world comes from me. The magical aspect means everything. In everything I do I aspire to touch and bathe in the purest most sense of magic.

In relation to the spiritual world spoken about above, does Inagape refer to the concept of unconditional love for god and his reciprocated feeling for mankind or is it more a general feeling of awe and respect? How would you describe it?

Inagape is about a deeply personal moment and connection and intense emotional overcoming in my life. It has nothing to do with anything else.

Do you feel a sense of nostalgia, or wistfulness, with Trhä’s music? It often seems as though it’s calling back to bittersweet memories or moments of the past, those that bring both joy and pain. There are moments in tálcunnana dëhajma tun dejl bënatsë abcul’han dlhenisë ëlh inagat, jahadlhë adrhasha dauzglën nu dlhevusao ibajngra nava líeshtamhan ëf novejhan conetsë danëctsë kin, ëf tu dlhicadëtrhënna bë ablhundrhaba judjenan alhëtangrasë shidandlhamësë inkom that carry both extreme happiness and dark despair – is that something you’re aware of when writing?

Much of what I do in general is very nostalgic. Oftentimes with trhä I’m alluding to juvenescent magic, even on the songs that don’t sound particularly whimsical or childlike. I am in love with purity and I refer to this perfection in many things that I do. “tálcunnana..” is about a very, very specific thing and I tried my best to capture it, so I was very aware of what sounds I wanted to use to capture this magic. While I don’t believe I could ever truly capture these images perfectly, I think the sound came very close. There is a very present youthfulness in the theme of the latest trhä release as well.

You seem to have created an entire language to use in Trhä. What drove the decision to create the language and are there any languages that you pulled inspiration from?

I have had a deep interest in creating languages since I was a kid, and when I was 16 I started creating my first real language. I am 24 now and that original language, although very evolved from the beginning, is still used in the word “trhä” and my artist name “Thét Älëf, detna hacëntara Trha Nönvéhhklëth, Jôdhrhä dës Khatës, Dlhâvênkléth fëhlätharan ôdlhënamsaran Ebnan”. Very early versions of this language are quite different and seem a lot more like its obvious influence which was German (language I was studying at the time), but over the years becoming overflowing my obsessed with languages it has become more complete and unique.

In 2018 I started creating an entire new language because this original one was absurdly complex and impractical and I wanted to create something that I could genuinely speak with fluidity, and this new language is what would eventually become what it is now, and what (most) trhä songs are written in. My intention with this language has also always been to make it as unique as I could, so it truly doesn’t draw much influence from any other languages, but rather my own intuition. This language (called hadlhaj) is deeply rooted in my own person and emotions. I can say it is almost entirely a pure creation directly from me, although the true lore is that it is spoken in a distant world (as well as other languages, including the one I started in 2013). There are many languages too, and many eras of languages (for example “ëpfêrhäth” is written in “middle” ryãvûln) but my main focus is always hadlhaj and it is the most complete of any of my languages.

Does the hadlhaj language then have its own rules for grammar and structure? This is a fascinating topic, in and of itself–would you ever offer translations or insight into how the language is constructed?

Yes. Some people think that it might be a cipher or that I’m just making up replacement words for English syntax or some other language, or that it’s even just gibberish. None of these are true. The language has its own unique and complete grammar and a constantly growing vocabulary. I have always been genuinely fascinated by languages and grammar so I definitely pay attention to all the minute details in the language to the fullest extent. I would love to offer a chance for people to learn the language or at least understand what some of the songs mean. I could translate anything, it would just be a matter of inventing words I don’t have yet in the vocabulary.

As ëpfërhäth is written in a language you term – “middle” ryãvûln – can you expand on that a bit more? Are there variations of this language and how do you decide which Trhä song fits which language?

In the same way any language evolved and changes over many generations, so do mine. In the same way “middle English” is basically just English from medieval times, “middle ryãvûln” is ryãvûln from far back enough that it’s not “old” ryãvûln but not quite new or early modern. All of these languages exist in the distant world I mentioned earlier.

Do you write in any other languages for your other projects?

Sometimes, there have been entire songs and albums in a language of mine or sometimes I will borrow words from “hadlhaj” for example because I like them more or they are better descriptors for what I’m trying to convey.

You seem to be quite prolific with several releases in a short space of time – how does the creative process work for you? Do you feel moved by outside forces during that process?

My writing process has always been just make songs and don’t think hard about it. In reality I just make things up as I go along. As far as the music goes at least, even if I know that there’s a true theme I want to capture it’s still easy for me to do so without being tedious. Thematically, it’s just my imagination spinning ideas, or the meticulous connection between themes in a grander theme which is this magical world I talk about in some trhä material.

The enigmatic approach works extremely well for Trhä, but are you involved in other projects and if so, why do you feel you need to remain behind the pseudonym of Thét Älëf for this band?

I have many projects but trhä is very removed from them all. The intention with trhä has always been to remain distant and unrecognizable in the “real” world, because this music and words come from somewhere else.

What does Trhä mean to you? Both the name and the concept?

“trhä” means key, the key to true perfect magic, true fantastic desires and pleasures, and this distant magic place.

If Trhä is the key to unlocking this magical place, do you find that it helps you to unlock something different within yourself?

As well as being the key to this place, it is also the key to in general, pure magic. Within me or exterior. trhä and the music allows me to capture and distill this magic so I can hold it in my hands.

Follow Trhä on Bandcamp.

Trhä records and tapes are available from Ixiol Productions, Labyrinth Tower, and Babylon Doom Cult Records.

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Invisible Oranges’ Official Roadburn 2022 Guide https://www.invisibleoranges.com/invisible-oranges-official-roadburn-2022-guide/ Tue, 19 Apr 2022 17:00:16 +0000 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/invisible-oranges-official-roadburn-2022-guide/ attachment-1635273677


The scent of spring hangs in the air, a feeling of hope and renewal stands round the corner and the leading light of Roadburn Festival begins to fade into view as we near a weekend in Tilburg that is powerful enough to change your perception of reality and perhaps even your life. The aura that surrounds the festival is one that is spoken about with great reverence by all those who have had the opportunity to attend and those who still dream of heading to The Netherlands for four days of musical discovery in late April.

Now that the schedules are published, it is time to comb the line-up for “must-sees” as well as bands you would like to experience and bands you would be interested in catching live. Of course, most people’s best laid plans are thrown out of the window on the first day as they soak up the atmosphere of the 013 and the Weirdo Canyon – the affectionately named strip of bars and cafes that line the main street before heading around the corner to the venue that houses the Main Stage and the newly monikered Next Stage (previously known as The Green Room) – and find themselves going with the flow of the Festival rather than sticking to a predetermined timetable. That’s where the beauty of Roadburn lies, the discovery and the surprises. Sure, you could rigidly follow your plans but you may miss out on some of the most exciting and absorbing music the world has to offer.

In recent years De Koepelhal was an added as another larger venue and is the home to The Terminal and The Engine Room stages, while a short walk from there is Hall of Fame and a skatepark which has hosted secret shows such as Thou’s Misfits cover set in 2019. De Koepelhal is a brisk five minutes from the main area the Festival is set in and the route will become second nature by the end of the first day. If you’ve got time, stop off at the little ice cream shop on the way and get some delicious frozen treats and rest a while in the sun.

The Pandemic brought 2020’s edition to a halt but in 2021 we experienced the Festival in an online capacity as Roadburn Redux which was a glimmer of light in a world which is still recovering from some of the strangest years most of us have ever known.
The year 2022, though, brings the Festival screaming back into the limelight with acts both known and underground, handpicked curations and commissioned music as well as a brand new venue–Paradox–in which the most abstract and unusual performances can be seen. Curating this year is GGGOLDDD‘s Milena Eva and Thomas Sciarone who have chosen several acts to perform across the Festival such as Liturgy performing Origin of the Alimonies, Wiegedood playing their most recent opus There’s Always Blood at the End of the Road as well as a takeover of the Hall of Fame venue on Sunday 24th. GGGOLDDD will themselves be appearing on the Main Stage at the 013 in order to bring their Roadburn Redux commissioned piece This Shame Should Not Be Mine to a live audience for the first time. This is sure to be a performance for the ages and while their Roadburn Redux presentation was powerful, hearing Milena’s words in person and her transformational story is guaranteed to be a cathartic moment for all.

Commissioned works have been a staple of Roadburn for a number of years and in this year’s edition we finally get to hear the sounds created by Cult of Luna‘s Johannes Persson and Perturbator‘s James Kent which was originally to be played at 2020s Festival, titled Final Light. This pairing may seem curious on the surface but delve deep into their respective band’s and musical history, and there is a common thread of experimentation that will be found on April 22nd. Another 2020 piece which will see the bright light of day this year is Vile Creature and Bismuth’s work, A Hymn of Loss and Hope which promises to be both crushing and exhilarating given their work on their own projects – prepare to be annihilated on April 21st.

As well as curators and commissioned works, Roadburn also invites an Artist in Residence which this year sees Full of Hell play four times over the course of the Festival. They’ll play Trumpeting Ecstasy and Weeping Choir in full before joining forces with Nothing for a collaborative set and ending the weekend with Primitive Man‘s Ethan McCarthy, here performing as Spiritual Poison for a full rendition of new album Garden of Burning Apparitions. French trio SLIFT and Dirk Serries (himself a staple of Roadburn over the years) will expand the Artist in Residence side of the Festival with special performances and collaborations over the weekend.

If you’re lucky enough to be in Tilburg earlier than the “official” start of Thursday 21st April then you can check out Radar Men From The Moon at the pre-show party The Spark alongside Maggot Heart and Bad Breeding and if you like to sit down and listen to interesting talks then the Roadburn side programme has you covered. Here you can join in Q&A’s, hear about the industry and take in the knowledge of your peers. If art is something that piques your interest then there are several exhibitions held over the weekend featuring Roadburn’s artwork creators Valreza Collective, Manuel Tinnemans and William Lacalmontie.

For personal picks and recommendations, the list is too long to go into fully but there are some bands that have been high on the priority scale since they were announced, some that I am intrigued by and many I have never heard of but would like to check out. There is far too much to entertain the possibility of seeing everything on the list but the intentions are there, at least. For brevity’s sake I won’t mention every single band that appeals but the following, broken down by day, are certainly one’s to watch. So, let’s get into it and remember, it’s just my opinion, man.

Thursday 21st April

Essentially opening the first full day of Roadburn Festival 2022 is Canadian trio Big Brave, fresh off the release of two records in 2021, they are bringing their brand of slow burning amplifier worship to The Terminal stage at 1400. Sure to be a rousing beginning to the weekend, Big Brave offers the chance to experience a new kind of heaviness before Forndom channel ancient Scandinavian rituals over at Next Stage in the 013.

Vile Creature & Bismuth are the first band to grace the Main Stage on Thursday and will be premiering their commissioned collaboration A Hymn of Loss and Hope. While the piece had been written ready for the 2020 edition of the Festival, the two bands have been using their time since to refine their creation and this performance promises to be one that is intense in both emotion and sound. Switching back to The Terminal we find Year of No Light following up the release of Consolamentum with a set that forms part of a label showcase from Pelagic Records while a quick change of venues brings us to Messa playing their new album Close in full for the Main Stage audience. Messa’s atmospheric doom is catchy enough to carry you away into the next dimension as the Italian’s presence is as magickal as it is entrancing.

De Koepelhal’s Engine Room hosts Cloud Rat’s first set of the weekend which leans into the more extreme metal side of their catalogue, whereas on Friday they’ll play a set centered around their electronic work Do Not Let Me Off The Cliff after which there’s a choice to be made between The Devil’s Trade, Spiritual Poison and 40 Watt Sun. For this attendee, the latter is the most attractive of the three and it is certainly not possible to see all three and immerse yourself in any of them. A large part of Roadburn is making decisions and to be honest, it is better to watch all, or most, or something rather than stretching yourself too thin between venues, walking back and forth and being too tired to watch it anyway. So, The Main Stage wins out this time as 40 Watt Sun’s Perfect Light is already a favorite release of 2022 and Patrick Walker’s brand of emotional catharsis is one that has to be experienced in the flesh.

If you’re feeling adventurous then you can head to Paradox for a performance from Autarkh III, a special presentation of Autuarkh’s more ambient and experimental side that began to take shape after they were asked to be a part of Roadburn Redux last year. Now fully realized, Autarkh III are a band of their own and they will surely take you to new heights with their avant-garde structures of sound. Icelandic cowboys Sólstafir perform 2011s Svartir Sandar on the Main Stage on Thursday evening and if you can tear yourself away from the soaring melodies then Full of Hell will be waiting at The Terminal to blow your mind clean apart as they hit the stage for their first set of the weekend with a runthrough of Trumpeting Ecstasy. You’ll have a number of other chances to catch them over the Festival as they play every day in Tilburg so missing this one isn’t the worst thing that can happen if it means surrendering yourself to the atmosphere of Sólstafir or mesmerizing tones of Wyatt E. at the Hall of Fame. As long as you’re still on your feet and exhaustion has yet to set in then the last acts of this first day are sure to keep your head in the game. Russian Circles close out the Main Stage with The Bug featuring Flowdan & Logan bringing the Next Stage to its end, perhaps literally, as the legendary musician mixes dubstep, dancehall and grime to an explosive effect —the 013 may not survive the night.

Friday 22nd April

Friday starts strong with LLNN performing as part of the Pelagic Presents showcase with their latest album Unmaker. The Danish band are a heavy proposition on record and live they promise to throw down the gauntlet for most destructive band of the weekend. Primitive Man will surely challenge that crown, though, as a quick switch from the Engine Room to The Terminal brings us to the Denver trio and their claustrophobic energy.

Another of Roadburn’s commissioned pieces will see its debut on the Main Stage on Saturday as James Kent & Johannes Persson join forces to create a work that holds no genre boundaries and digs deep into the inspirations behind the two band’s the creators are a part of. Exactly what this piece will sound like is cloaked in mystery as Kent and Persson have shared little about the experience with the wider world yet it is this secrecy that entices the most. This exhibition of innovation clashes somewhat with the late addition of Svalbard to the line-up and a tough decision needs to be made at around 1530 on Saturday afternoon but regardless of the choice, both of these performances will be talked about for the rest of the weekend.

In 2019 many musicians belonging to the Dutch underground came together to celebrate the unique textures the local scene creates with a special commissioned performance that was known as Maalstroom, as a result of that collaboration the artists behind FREJA came together and Roadburn 2022 marks their debut live performance. Formed by C. of Witte Wieven and W. Damiaen of Laster, the duo will shine a light into the darkest corners of black metal in order to navigate the curious patterns of the world. If taking a break is far beyond the radar then the Main Stage hosts Wiegedood and a playthrough of this year’s incendiary full-length There’s Always Blood At The End Of The Road before GGGOLDDD perform This Shame Should Not Be Mine and Alcest step back to 2010 with a performance of Écailles de Lune that is set to be a highlight of the Festival for many (this attendee included). Their wistful black metal is filtered through the lens of an otherworld experienced by frontman Neige as a child and the imagination of its creator is laid over the music in delicate touches.

Heading into the dark of the night is Cloud Rat who bring their electronic set to The Engine Room, Karin Park at Next Stage and if you can get into the room afterwards then Gott make their live debut. Featuring a veritable who’s who of the Dutch scene (Farida Lemouchi provides vocals while the band boasts members of Soulburn, Dodecahedron and Radar Men From The Moon), Gott showcase the inner workings of the mind with a musical dance through contemplation and stardust.

De Koepelhal’s Engine Room and Hall of Fame host HEALTH and Faceless Entity, respectively and practically at the same time making this a tricky decision, although the close proximity of the two venues should allow for a taste of each band during their sets. If your brain hasn’t melted out through your ears by the end of these performances then Sum of R and their hypnotic new album Lahbryce on the Main Stage or TAU & The Drones Of Praise should certainly do the trick at the end of the night.

Saturday 23rd April

The largest piece of advice most Roadburner’s give, aside from giving yourself over to the flow of the Festival, is to take a seat when you can and wear some good shoes. The street that makes up the main run before heading down to the 013 is nicknamed the Weirdo Canyon for its collection of, well, weirdos, that inhabit the bars and cafes over these few days. The locals are always super pleasant and its often where attendees congregate in downtime and in the evenings. If you find yourself heading further out then make sure to keep in mind the location of the infamous Little Devil bar — this is where the occasional secret show happens and it’s worth doing some quick recon before the Festival starts.

Other secret/surprise shows tend to pop up over the weekend so keep checking the social media accounts for Roadburn as well as noticing the large gaps in the stage schedules — that big slot on the Main Stage on Friday looks interesting as well as the yet to be announced replacement for Lustmord on Saturday that was a part of Pelagic Presents that would see Karin Park join the performance before being followed by Årabrot on the Next Stage. Watch closely for whoever this band is because it is guaranteed to be a strong addition. While you wait you can begin the day at De Koepelhal as Midwife and Divide and Dissolve, both chosen by Milena Eva and Thomas Sciarone for their curation, play with their hearts on their proverbial sleeves for what will surely be enraptured audiences.

Jo Quail’s commissioned work The Cartographer is finally showcased on the Main Stage, having been originally announced for the 2020 edition of the Festival, and is followed by Emma Ruth Rundle and her new album Engine of Hell. One of the highlights of the year in terms of albums is A Loner from Frenchmen Hangman’s Chair who will be playing the record in its entirety before they join Regarde Les Hommes Tomber on Sunday for a collaborative project that premiered in 2019, was played once, and then given time to grow for reasons we don’t need to discuss here.

Another addition to the curated portion of the Festival is Liturgy and across the weekend the band will play twice. Saturday sees them run through H.A.Q.Q., while Sunday allows for a group of classical musicians to join the proceedings as Hunter Hunt-Hendrix and her band showcase Origin of the Alimonies and its celestial grace. Liturgy are either deeply loved or deeply loathed but having seen them on the tour that surrounded The Ark Work, the live show is something to be experienced, and indeed felt. Before joining Full of Hell much later in the evening for their much touted collaboration, Nothing play their own set on The Terminal stage while Silver Knife check into the Hall of Fame for their live debut. Composed of members of Wolvennest, Laster and more, the black metal they create is born from mystery and the darkness of the evening will be slowly settling in as they leave the venue breathless and praying for more.

A short walk brings you to the Engine Room and Icelandic “doom pop” magicians Kælan Mikla performing their latest work, Undir Köldum Norðurljósum, which, if we are lucky, could also feature a guest appearance from Alcest on their song together “Hvítir Sandar.” Indonesian experimentalists Senyawa follow them in The Terminal before the Main Stage is taken over by the electronic stylings of Ulver and their 2020 record Flowers of Evil. That album is forty minutes long and the proposed set length is over one hour so here’s hoping we hear a collection of “greatest hits”—I wouldn’t hold your breath for any black metal Ulver are masters of surprise, after all.

If your legs can still hold you up then next up are Swedish blackened crust maestros Dödsrit who are playing Roadburn after the release of their 2021 full-length Mortal Coil at Hall of Fame and the unusual partnership of Nothing X Full of Hell on the Main Stage. Whoever came up with that idea is either a genius or completely mad, but this is a show to stick around for and will likely be talked about until the next bonkers collaborative project is announced. After this KANGA’s dark synthpop brings the night almost to an end and should dancing still be on your mind then stay at the Next Stage for a DJ set from Jameszoo and plenty of moments you’d rather forget.

Sunday 24th April

Sunday used to be traditionally quiet by Roadburn standards, with many leaving the Festival either on Saturday night or Sunday as fewer bands would play. After a few years of being known as “The Afterburner,” Sunday soon took on a fuller role and now rounds out the weekend with even more exciting acts. Opening the day at De Koepelhal’s The Terminal is a work between Dutch underground legends Terzij de Horde and Ggu:ll. Whether this is two bands working as one, or merging into one another is yet to be seen but this is a strong and enticing start to the final day of the Festival. Following up this destruction is Liturgy’s second performance, Huntsmen performing their latest album American Scrap on the Next Stage and then Embers Beget The Divine a collaboration between Solar Temple x Dead Neanderthals to round out the first few hours of the day.

The next portion is a mad dash between the Main Stage and The Terminal every time someone finishes their set as 6pm-9pm is packed with thrilling propositions. Mizmor head up the time slot with a live performance of 2019s Cairn, originally slated for Emma Ruth Rundle’s 2020 curation, Vitriol performs Nihill as an audiovisual experiment and the electrifying promise of Hangman’s Chair x Regarde Les Hommes Tomber ignites the Main Stage. The main draw on Sunday for many (and certainly me) is the European debut of enigmatic raw black metal project Lamp of Murmuur who are headed by M. and feature an expanded line-up of European musicians for this performance and the following tour. Playing last year’s Submission and Slavery in full and adding some extra surprises, Lamp of Murmuur are going to be THE band to see on Sunday. Luckily The Terminal is big enough because this is one of those sets that you’re going to want to say you saw.

Closing out Sunday, the Main Stage and the Festival is the Radar Men From The Moon x Twin Sister collaboration, Mirrors for Discharge and before we say goodbye to Tilburg for another year, there is plenty more music to be seen and experienced. Full of Hell round out their Artist in Residence series with Spiritual Poison and a performance of Garden of Burning Apparitions, Green Lung play Black Harvest for our pleasure and Belgian’s Alkerdeel replace the unfortunately canceled Koldovstvo on The Terminal stage with a rendition of their latest release, Slonk.

By midnight, Roadburn Festival 2022 will be officially over, yet the experiences, the people, the bands and the music will live longer in the attendees hearts. Roadburn has to be seen to be believed and after one visit, you’ll be hooked for life. Remember, plan but not too much, wear good shoes, eat well, drink water, find the ice cream and perhaps partake in the local delicacies (you know what I mean) but most importantly, immerse yourself in Roadburn and all it has to offer. You won’t regret it.

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Night Beheaded “Enter Earth” And Uncover Strange Worlds Within (Early Album Stream) https://www.invisibleoranges.com/night-beheaded-enter-earth/ Thu, 03 Mar 2022 21:00:53 +0000 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/night-beheaded-enter-earth/ Night Beheaded - Enter Earth


Rising to meet the new dawn is Night Beheaded, an entity born from the ritualistic veils of the forest and one which lives in the transient glow of the coming day and the starlit pathways of the night. Originally from Oakland and now living in Berlin, sole member B.S.s. (Common Eider, King Eider and Curse All Kings) showcases ambient soundscapes heard on their other projects as well as injecting the cold, swirling winds of black metal into Enter Earth and its five immersive tracks. Routing Night Beheaded through jarring guitars and vocals that echo from the otherworld, the band’s debut is a stark and self-reflective journey into the darkness that seeks the glimmers of hope that lie tantalizingly out of reach.

“I” begins this voyage into the unknown through haunting gales and a voice distorted by time and energy. B.S.s. breathes life into Enter Earth via stirring guitars, rich organs and a spirited vocal delivery that encompasses heady screams and breathy incantations. As the album moves forward, we hear folkier elements in “II” and its gentle opening that belies the aggression soon to follow. Night Beheaded filter their pain through cyclic riffs that rise with potent grief, and where the album could tip over into wallowing, it turns to ambient textures to divine a new way of thinking. “III” and “IV” both use these structures to different but no less jolting effect, and as the tones of “VV” heed the coming end, Night Beheaded inhale the aura of magick and exhale the agony of the past, as if to change the future.

The band comment:

“Born of darkness, but infused with the hope of renewal, Night Beheaded offer themselves as conduits for disruption, vessels for inversion.
Recorded in the darkness of the early morning night on Yule, five offerings are given as gifts to the returning sun warming the soil, and the seeds awakening to the light.”

Enter Earth releases March 4th via Breath Sun Bone Blood.

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40 Watt Sun Search for “Perfect Light” on Their New Album (Review) https://www.invisibleoranges.com/40-watt-sun-perfect-light/ Thu, 20 Jan 2022 19:00:50 +0000 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/40-watt-sun-perfect-light/ 40 Watt Sun Perfect Light


The past’s weight lies heavy, pulling you towards the darkest depths while you fight to keep your head about water. The tiniest sliver of light above signals the way out–hope, redemption, life–lies on the other side of the waves as you push through the cloying gloom. There is comfort in knowing that you are not alone in your pain and that the loss felt at monumental heartbreak, friendships that hang by the slightest of threads and the death that is seemingly around every corner is a universal pattern that echoes the world over. Often these moments are talked about in hushed tones and darkened rooms, yet 40 Watt Sun brings all those memories to the forefront of Perfect Light and surrounds you with warmth, soothing the ache within the soul and lifting you up to the sunrise of a new dawn.

Perfect Light‘s drama lies in its simplicity as songs move steadily towards their closing moments, rarely repeating any one moment and doing away with the concept of the chorus almost altogether. Lyrical patterns are occasionally tweaked so similarities occur to bring about the sense of cohesion or a more standard song structure but overall the tracks are written as small novels. Songwriter and band principal Patrick Walker uses his songs as stories, as though sitting around the campfire with friends and unravelling his life as melodies and poems or as missives to a person lost to him. It’s deeply personal, as all 40 Watt Sun’s music is and the gentle production allows for the vulnerabilities of Walker’s voice to shine through. The imperfections are human and all the more engaging for it.

Having moved on from the doom beginnings of previous band Warning, Patrick Walker incepted 40 Watt Sun and while 2011s The Inside Room followed in Warning’s doomier steps, it soon became clear with 2016s Wider Than the Sky that he was going in a different direction. The songs therein were still hefty in length, yet the structure was less weighted in the heaviness of the instrumentation and instead leaned more towards emotional substance. With Perfect Light, that technique is refined further as songs are tracked in the footsteps set out by influences such as Jason Molina or Scott Walker, and are centered around an expressive voice that can affect your mood with a simple key change or tone.

As the album progresses we see the downfall of the relationship, told from the perspective of its narrator and the knowledge that sometimes, your best is not enough and while that is unfortunate, love is not always the bond that can hold you together. Perfect Light deals with this loss throughout the course of eight songs and we see the evolution of both narrator and subject(s) in each. “Reveal” is a blissful beginning in its sparse acoustic leads as Walker’s voice takes centre stage, backed by a haunting femme vocal. The song is a tender treatise on holding loved ones close and ultimately being there for them in any circumstance and uses the technique mentioned previously in that lyrics are filtered through a similar structure, with small changes in each line to navigate the movement of time and bring a sense of familiarity.

Walker uses a clever cadence in his songs and when he reaches the natural end of a line he gives brief pauses that add dramatic tension before continuing with the lyric. It is often not exactly what you expect and as your own experiences fill in the gaps it becomes clear that as personal as Perfect Light is to Patrick Walker, it will also become personal to you, too. The delicate touch is continued with subtle piano lines (Chris Redman) and an uplifting change in pitch towards “Behind My Eyes” ending that brings about a sense of bittersweet joy. The shift is unforeseen and as it reaches a crescendo we feel a hint of brightness that lies tantalisingly out of reach.

It is the calm which signals “Until’”s storm, a song which lends a touch of aggression to Perfect Light as we hear Walker’s voice take on harder tones—the pronunciation begins to feel more abrupt as words end harshly and the guitar is strummed with what feels like anger. Whether it’s anger towards themselves or to another is open to interpretation, but “Until” feels like a monumental transformation in the story of regret and rebuilding. Realistion sets in the closing moments as the lyrics take on a reflective atmosphere and the brooding voice laments: “Show me all I ever translated into pain.” 40 Watt Sun are adept at emotional heft and as the song builds to the climax there is a moment of breathlessness as shadowy memories filter through the haze.

The past is brought up several times across the album as the narrator (whether that’s Patrick Walker directly, or the result of friends and family telling him of their own experiences), questions decisions made and contemplates the fallout. This idea is formed through lyrical choices as our storyteller comes to view lost love as a presence that is all-consuming, a ghost that haunts the hallways of life as Walker imagines how things might have been had another choice been made. As you become entangled in the narrative, Walker pulls you further into the midst of heartache with “Raise Me Up” and its powerful notions of recognising that the hardest decisions can sometimes be the right ones. As the song moves towards its conclusion we hear how the writer is on the brink of collapse in their relationship and is struggling with the question as to whether–”Am I strong enough to carry this? Or too weak to let it go?” and it is brutal in its honesty. The darkness permeates “A Thousand Miles” (featuring Ajit Gill of Vertaal on drums and Lorraine Rath of Amber Asylum and Worm Ouroboros on bass) as Walker treads the night and the pain that is found there while coming slowly to the realization the life continues despite your mistakes and that memories can be reassuring without devouring you in negativity.

The production is simple with occasional faults slipping through the cracks which makes the album more appealing for these human touches. You can hear slight inhales before a line is sung and the breaks in Walker’s voice when the emotion reaches its peak. It’s charming and exposes the sensitivity beneath the surface in fragile layers. “Closure” brings us to Perfect Light‘s ending with serene acoustic guitar, soft melodies and a subtle hiss of the recording being left to add warmth and depth. The album spans a rich palette of emotional upheaval and ends on somewhat of a hopeful note in its final lyric–”If you were here to ask me what I now believe, I’d say, ‘life can never be held but only lived,'” which shows the development of our narrator from heartbroken to optimistic. Time will tell just how bright the future will be, but for now, we can say it is less overcast than before.

Perfect Light releases January 21st via Svart Records.

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At “Wit’s End”: Mizmor’s A.L.N. Demystifies His New Album https://www.invisibleoranges.com/mizmor-interview-wits-end/ Tue, 11 Jan 2022 21:00:09 +0000 https://www.invisibleoranges.com/mizmor-interview-wits-end/ attachment-419349


Mizmor‘s Liam “A.L.N.” Neighbors has long been vocal about the choices he’s made in religion and coming out from under the fog of indoctrination, and his work within the project has been a form of therapy for the decade that Mizmor has existed. With 2019s Cairn, A.L.N. started to see that Mizmor was beginning to undergo changes in its direction as he worked through experiences he had within the church, leaving religion behind and how that chapter was coming to a natural end. On the cusp of releasing Wit’s End in a world that has changed considerably over the last two years, A.L.N. has found that Mizmor’s message is now in alignment with how he views the world.

With Wit’s End, Mizmor presents us with two new tracks, one of which is the Mizmor we have come to know and one which takes the music we associate with the band to an entirely different place. “Wit’s End” follows a more traditional route in terms of the heavy doom elements that we expect from Mizmor and incorporates an emotional spoken word passage as well as heighted screams and low, guttural vocal lines. “Pareidolia,” however, turns Mizmor on its head and runs backwards, gathering curious melodies and ambient waves in its wake. It’s a bizarre composition on first listen and as the structures become clearer with concentration, the hymnal atmosphere takes on a claustrophobic tone as the song grows into something more sinister. The phenomenon of Pareidolia is explained as seeing patterns in random objects/data – seeing faces in clouds or trees, random objects forming the shape of an animal or the image of Jesus in everyday life as though a message from God.

I spoke to A.L.N. about Wit’s End, the effect of the pandemic and how Mizmor is changing as time advances towards the inevitable end.

At the beginning of “Wit’s End” you have quite an affecting spoken word section. Was this something you had written or something that you found? The feel of it is like it was sampled, the voice feels different and there is an analogue hiss behind it (but I read that this is actually you), what drove this production choice?

The spoken word section at the beginning of the song is indeed my voice and is something I wrote. The goal was to create something that sounded like a sample without running the risk of copyright infringement. This approach also allowed me to say whatever I wanted instead of hunting down a preexisting piece that fit my themes. You have a good ear–the recording of my voice was run to tape and modulated in such a way to make it sound old, giving it the sample-like quality; it also disguised my natural speaking voice a little bit without making it sound too alien. In terms of atmosphere, I am definitely becoming more influenced by the kind of analog production choices you might find in ambient or electronic music. A big ingredient there is tape, which accounts for that hiss and warble you are hearing.

As it is spoken by you, it somehow feels much more personal. I’m not sure how to explain this but, you can scream and shout and the emotion is felt deeply through that approach but speaking quite plainly, with minimum background interference makes things much starker. I don’t know if there is a question here, rather an observation as a listener.

I appreciate that observation because I agree; that was intentional. It was actually kind of hard to do. I had to almost act to get the right emotion in my voice–something tired and frail, but impassioned. It was awkward, even though it was just me in the room. It’s just so plain, as you said. I didn’t record it to the music either. It felt almost embarrassing to perform somehow, but I really love the result.

How did the pandemic influence the thoughts and themes that you have brought to Wit’s End? By which I mean, did it? And if so, were you surprised that it did?

The pandemic definitely influenced Wit’s End. The main influence behind the story of the album was the concept of the Great Filter within the Fermi Paradox. My take on the problem is basically that life self-annihilates before making it off the planet because of the inherent properties of consciousness. Observing the public response to the pandemic shaped the lens through which I presented this idea. Seeing the eagerness to embrace and spread misinformation, disinformation, cultism, and conspiracy theories really disturbed me and is one possible example of how we might come to annihilate ourselves as a species. Too many people employ faith-based, dogmatic ways of thinking that are not only hindrances to progress, but sometimes actually dangerous, especially in the midst of modern technologies like the internet and social media. We live in a fractured reality and the echo chambers we have all gotten pinned into have become especially powerful and troubling. It feels like we are abandoning reason and critical thinking as a society, that facts have become opinions, and this scares me. I wasn’t surprised to find the pandemic influencing my art. It also influenced my last release, Dialetheia. There is so much happening at large in the current zeitgeist that I feel so disconnected to in terms of values; the response to the pandemic is just an example and it’s a lot to bear witness to.

If there was an influence, do you feel that this will now change the trajectory of Mizmor or the message you want to put across in future music?

Yes. I’m finding that post-Cairn, a big shift has happened for me in the content of my music. I am no longer interested in writing about myself, my feelings/thoughts about what I’m going through, my inner life, and am much more interested in writing about humanity as a whole. Although I will carry some shard of my religious trauma with me forever, I have worked through my issues and come to a place of acceptance and healing. I don’t need to linger on that topic. There are bigger things at stake here. My perspective has shifted away from the first-person. I am so thankful for Mizmor and the emotional catharsis it has brought me over the last ten years but I am wary of becoming self-indulgent in my art. The big reason I have been so open, vulnerable, and public in my struggle with faith is that many people have reached out to me in solidarity, telling me of their own similar struggles and how my music and story have helped them. This is incredibly powerful to me and honestly what it’s all about, personally. I want to pursue art in a way that is helpful to others and not so focused on myself. Obviously I am still the creator here, and I really put myself into my music, it is still my thoughts and feelings on a given topic at the end of the day. But my own problems seem trivial right now compared to the problems humanity currently faces. My wrestling with Christianity is just an example of the bigger problem of religion, of dogmatic thinking, of doubling down on incorrect ideas in the face of new evidence as opposed to changing your mind when necessary. If I were a different person with different skills I would be more useful to this world, but alas I am really only good at songwriting so I need to harness that in such a way that I feel good about my work because it is bigger than me, because it is helpful to others.

To go back to your previous answer, in that the pandemic changed how you viewed the world–how do you view your place in it? Do you feel as though there are some complications in the way you want to live your life and what is actually possible considering the modern age we are in?

For sure. It’s hard to accurately perceive my place in the world, but I definitely feel that the Millennial generation has it worse off than our parents did in terms of quality of life via things like school expenses, wages, and the price of buying a home. Every generation has a gripe with the prior one, but I think if we mapped out well-being and the ability to attain it, there would be a bell curve and it’s peak would be in the past. I am very thankful for what I have but I am concerned for future generations. Specifically referring to the hindrances brought on by the pandemic, I worry about the stability of my work since it relies on events. Living off of what I do is an incredibly fragile thing and if events continue to get canceled, or can only happen in an unpredictable fashion around viral flare-ups, I will need to figure out additional ways to make money.

There is a…. sort of celestial, sickeningly sweet aura to the beginning of the song “Pareidolia.” It reminds me of entering a church as a child, being overwhelmed by the sounds, the architecture, the sheer magnitude of the occasion. However, it is as if the sweetness is covering for something much more sinister. Is that the hidden message, the Pareidolia of the title?

I love that comparison. “Pareidolia” was derived from an original hymn I wrote and recorded over ten years ago. It was a dark, neofolk, worship song ripe with the faith-shattering sadness I was about to go through as I created the first Mizmor album. The message of the old song was death of self: self-crucifixion for the glory of Jesus, emptying the vessel so it could be filled, no longer I that lives but Christ that lives through me. This is a central teaching of the New Testament and I didn’t realize how damaging it was until much later (it caused me to lose my identity and hate myself). I wanted to include this on Wit’s End to show a first-hand example of the lunacy I was seeing in our culture, but it was too painful and disgusting to me in its original form. I decided to reverse the song (among other production choices) thereby inverting the meaning of the song and making it new. It shows me at wit’s end, devoid of reason, attributing meaning to meaningless happenings, following the narrative of God and his plan for my life. This is what “Pareidolia” describes for me; seeing faces in inanimate objects is like believing there is a God behind nature and intent behind everything.

Is this hidden, backwards lyric something you would share or would you rather people try to manipulate the track to find out for themselves? It is an interesting concept as you had the whole Satanic Panic in the 80s where people were convinced there were hidden messages in heavy metal songs when played backwards – did this come into your mind at all during the creative process?

Another great reference. The album includes the lyrics to “Pareidolia,” but you will need to read them in a mirror because they are printed backwards just like the music. I want those who are interested to be able to know the story. I figure the true heads will reverse the audio file, though this will only reveal so much because of reverb and how I structured the playback. The Satanic Panic thing didn’t cross my mind, but I love that–if you reverse this record you will hear… a hidden Christian message! Beware!

How exactly did you come to make a song such as “Pareidolia?”

“Pareidolia” sounds like another realm to me, like floating around in delusion. It is an old pre-Mizmor song that foreshadows a lot and I think incorporating some of these old Christian folk songs is a powerful way to continue to tell more of my story walking away from the faith. There’s a handful of these songs actually and they directly precede my departure from the faith and beginning of the Mizmor project, but the feeling and goal is the same. It’s too personal to present straight up so I became drawn in by the idea of the inverted song, especially for meaning’s sake. This one was stretched out over time and reversed (among other modulations and effects) to create what you now hear. I felt it made a stark contrast, and thus a nice compliment, to the song “Wit’s End.” Together I feel the two songs serve as a warning against magical-thinking, one through speculating about our future, the other through recounting my past.

Would you be open to presenting some of these older Mizmor hymnal compositions in newer work, or reconstructing them to fit the direction that you’re taking the project?

It’s a definite possibility that another reconstructed old hymn appears on a future Mizmor release.

It is quite a departure for you in terms of song-writing and formation. Perhaps in the past there has been these hints of ambient structure or atmospheric tone, but this is a monumental song in terms of its presence and difference to what is expected from Mizmor. What drove you to create something like this and how do you feel people will react to it?

I really love ambient music. I probably listen to it more than metal these days. I find it extreme, but in an entirely different way than metal. It’s very calming to me. Making Dialetheia with Andrew Black inspired me to press harder into this direction. It’s a genuine facet of my artistic expression. Also, as I play the role of producer more, I am starting to think about sounds differently, wanting to explore texture more, like how we talked about tape warble/hiss already. In metal, it’s more common for an artist’s experimental/drone endeavors to be harsh and noisy sounding, so I know that this will be weird for some folks as my interpretation is much more in the traditional ambient vein, sounding soft and airy. To me, it is still very dark sounding though. Mizmor is defined by me, as a person, making dark music that contemplates god, self, depression and the like and I feel I am still being true to that even though I am transcending genre a bit here. I can only hope that at this point I have genuine fans of me as an artist who are willing to go where I go. I don’t expect it to be for everyone, and that’s ok.

You recently built your own studio–what was the impetus for that and how has it lent itself to your creative output so far, if at all at this point?

My partner and I recently bought our first house. Everywhere I live, I have a space for music creation, so that was a requirement for our house. The place we ended up getting had a big enough space for that, but the room was a converted garage that needed a lot of work to become a studio. I put in the work and am really pleased with the results. It’s so much bigger and more complete than any of my previous spaces. It’s still a very modest home studio, but it’s finally big enough that I feel I can not only work on my own projects here, but invite others to come make records here as well, with my help as engineer/producer. In addition to my personal work, I have already completed a full-length album for a client (Litha) since opening a couple months ago. Recorded, produced, and mixed by me at my home studio. This is a first for me. Nothing that has been made here is yet available for the public to listen to, but it will be soon enough. I wish I could talk more about what I’m working on right now, but alas I cannot. It’s vital for my process to have an inviting space with all my gear set up, ready for me to create in. It encourages me to continue this line of work and to push myself. We’ve also been having Mizmor rehearsals here, getting ready for live performances later this year. It’s also where I ship merch from and where I’m doing this interview from. It houses all things Mizmor and I love it.

Can you talk about the artwork and the artist? How did you choose the artist and did you give them direction or was this a work that they already had and that happened to fit?

I commissioned Justyna Koziczak to do a custom painting for Wit’s End. Her piece, “The Gate,” was the result and I couldn’t be happier with it. I found her online, I believe through social media. I was instantly drawn to her Polish-surrealist style (those who are familiar with my albums will know this is a theme of mine). Her paintings are very colorful yet somehow still dark feeling. I gave her lots of direction thematically – the album’s audio and lyrics as well as my back story. She delivered a few digital painting sketches that I was able to pick from, which would then become the real painting. It was a very easy and effective process; she was a delight to work with and definitely an artist to watch.

What have you discovered about yourself over the last, almost, two years of this bizarre era we are in?

I’ve discovered that I constantly have to balance judgment and disdain with curiosity and compassion or else I will become so despondent I will give up on society/humanity. I’ve discovered that no one is going to come fix things in my life for me and that I have to make positive changes via self-love, from the inside out, or else I will stay in a rut and decay forever. I’ve discovered that psychedelics can be incredibly powerful therapeutic tools if used in the right way, sometimes breaking down the wall or shifting the paradigm in a way you otherwise could not do on your own. I’ve discovered that meditation and therapy can make you a better person, improving the lives of those around you.

You mentioned psychedelics there, and I have read about people microdosing in order to balance feelings of depression and it has had much success, and for unlocking new pathways in the mind during meditations–are you willing to share that process of how you came to this realization and how these work for you in practice?

I don’t really microdose, though I know this can be incredibly helpful for people. Maybe once a year I will take a moderate dose of a psychedelic. I’ve found that these can be very emotional, personal experiences. Sometimes they are just light and fun, but other times personal issues are illuminated and you are more or less forced to deal with them, which isn’t pleasant in the moment. I’ve had at least one significant emotional experience that led me to personal growth and healing. It totally broke me down in the moment, but I was with my closest friends, we talked it out, and they helped me process what was happening. It resulted in me making a change in my life, from the inside out, that I otherwise would have never made. Psychedelics can help break down the ego a bit, transcend the self, and recognize the oneness of nature in a therapeutic way. For me, it has promoted compassion, curiosity, and self-love. They aren’t for everyone or every set/setting, but sometimes they are very helpful tools for changing the way you think.

You’ll be playing Cairn at Roadburn Festival in April, how are you approaching this performance in terms of bridging the old and “new” Mizmor?

I’m just so excited to finally get to perform this album. The pandemic robbed me of the opportunity. We’ve only ever played one song from Cairn and I had big aspirations to tour on the album. I’m ready to pick up where we left off and do the music justice in the live setting. As for old and new, I don’t really think of it that way to be honest. Cairn‘s message remains evergreen for me and I feel people still want to experience the music live.

Do you have suggestions for further reading for people who are interested in the concepts that you are bringing to Wit’s End?

I was reading a lot of science and philosophy books around the creation of Wit’s End. Some of them are slogs, but for anyone who is interested I recommend these books:

Consciousness Explained by Daniel Dennett
From Bacteria to Bach and Back by Daniel Dennett
The Selfish Gene by Richard Dawkins
The Extended Phenotype by Richard Dawkins
A Brief History of Time by Stephen Hawking
Astrophysics for People in a Hurry by Neil deGrasse Tyson
Waking Up by Sam Harris
The End of Faith by Sam Harris
The Moral Landscape by Sam Harris
The Plague by Albert Camus
A Universe from Nothing by Lawrence Krauss

Wit’s End releases January 14th on Gilead Media.

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