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| by Cosmo Lee |
Your heater’s broke, and you’re so tired.
Which metal albums do you reach for?
The strangest records get me through tough times. You’d think that I’d blast Black Flag or Motörhead — classic hard music for hard times. But, no, sometimes wussy music does the job. And sometimes, as you’ll see below, sometimes it’s just whatever’s at hand.
Here are five records that have kept me going.
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| Mastodon Leviathan (2004) |
I listened to Leviathan a lot in a backpacking trip around Europe that culminated in Morocco. The nautical theme seemed relevant when I crossed over from Spain. Granted, the ferry trip took less than an hour, and was in fact rather comfortable. But I soon felt alone in the most exotic place I’d ever visited. Leviathan feels very American to me. Its twangy tones suggest proggy indie rock gone metal. From reading descriptions of Built to Spill, I imagined that Leviathan was like a metal version of them. (Hearing clips of BtS now, I realize I couldn’t have been more wrong.) In any case, it felt like home.
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| Shadows Fall The War Within (2004) |
You’re traveling alone, living out of a backpack and a diminishing wad of cash. Your backpack is your wardrobe, library, and often your pillow. You carry one and a half changes of clothes, which you wash by hand and dry on a portable clothesline. You rent a room in Marrakech for $30 a day. It’s cold in December. Cats run wild in the streets. The food is strange and makes you sick. You wonder what you are doing there. At night, what do you do? You crank up some anthems and air-guitar your ass off, that’s what!
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| Soilwork Stabbing the Drama (2005) |
This record was sort of a spring fling, the right thing at the right time. It got me through my worst ever work experience. I was working in an office under a boss so bad, the turnover rate in one year was 75%. It was a classic situation of trudging to work and dreading each day. I eventually got the hell out. During that time, I listened to this record almost every day. Its melodies were sweet and unchallenging, precisely the opposite of my work experience. It was just what I needed, even though it’s a pretty bad record.
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| Madball Infiltrate the System (2007) |
My year in Brooklyn was the worst year of my life. Madball helped me get through it. They’re from Queens, and they’re hardcore, not metal, but all that didn’t matter. They had what counted: cojones. Much of this record reminds me of Vulgar Display of Power, which was as uplifting as Pantera got before they descended into Southern nihilism. “Stand Up NY” is straight-up warrior music. The shout-outs to the boroughs at the end recall old-school hip-hop.
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| Archgoat The Light-Devouring Darkness (2009) |
For some time after I got robbed in Brooklyn, my music collection consisted of two albums. Both were by Archgoat. They were what I had on hand. I got to know them well. I haven’t listened to them since. They’ll be my weekend fling I remember fondly years later.







I'd say Icon, Paradise Lost.
For me it's stuff that's achingly melodic as well as heavy(ish). So stuff like:
Misery Signals-Controller
As Cities Burn-Son, I Loved You At Your Darkest
Hopesfall-No Wings To Speak Of
A couple un-heavy releases would be:
Gillian Welch-Time (The Revelator)
Mewithoutyou-Catch For us The Foxes
Otherwise any Hatebreed record seems to do as well.
Godflesh – Streetcleaner. Does the trick every time.
Becoming The ArcheType: Terminate DammnaTion
Barones Red AlBum
HateBreed: Supremacy.. usually music that can transport me out of the shit that im going through. Jeremy from Dominican Republic
Demonoid – Riders of the Apocolypse
Einsturzende Neubauten – Strategies Against Architecture
Breach – It's Me God
Revenge – any record
Craw – Bodies for Strontium
This past year, the album that has worked for me the most in hard times is Tombs' Winter Hours. You get a sense from the album that Mike Hill is raging against impossible odds, but won't go down with the ship. Reading his bleak and depressing road diaries helps give an emotional gravity to the album (linked in the "Good Reads – Artists" section of this site). This is deep stuff, and certainly one of my favorite albums of 2009.
Cosmo, great feature, albums for me that have helped me through more difficult times would be,
Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds – No More Shall We Part
Godflesh – Pure/Selfless/Songs of Love & Hate (hard to pick one)
Length of Time – Approach to the new world
Day of Suffering – The Eternal Jihad
A lot more, but these are ones that come to mind.
thin lizzy dude. phil will hold you.
Holy crap man I thought I was the only one who thinks Stabbing the Drama is the best of their "singing" years. Dude makes me feel like I'm on top of a ski hill shouting to god.
Converge's You Fail Me struck me at the right time, Jane Doe was very fitting when I was going through an ugly, messy divorce.
Every Isis album, that band just connects with me.
Grindcore usually does the trick of shoving up an electric shock up my ass and shakes me out of my bummed out state, and then I'm ok again.
These were the grind albums that get me goin' again in the last couple of years:
Blood Duster-Cunt
Insect Warfare-Endless Execution Through Violent Restitution
Pretty Little Flower-Complete Grindcore Annhialation
Hatred Surge-Discography 2005-2007
Weekend Nachos-Unforgivable
Metallica's "Ride The Lightning" really did the trick for me the other day. The enthusiastic velocity of that record is unmatched. I feel propelled out of the mundane…
2009…was a waste. I'm glad to see this calendar year, and most of it's memory, go away. I usually expand my musical palette in these times, different records for different emotions, as your available arsenal of records expands with it. However, I usually reach for some classics mixed in with hardcore and non-metal records:
Judas Priest-Stained Class
Early Maiden w/Paul Di'Anno
DRI-Crossover, Thrash Zone
Prong-Cleansing
Fearless Iranians From Hell
Dead Moon-whatever I have
Coltrane–A Love Supreme
Van Morrison–Astral Weeks
Comedy records also help–George Carlin helps focus your grief/anger quite a bit.
Hank Williams helped recently. As did Metallica and Slayer. Hank for indulging in self-pity. The other two are uplifting in their familiarity.
Kiss it Goodbye's Choke and She Loves Me She Loves me not. Those are unhinged enough to get me through anything.
Heavy:
Agalloch-The Mantle
Panopticon-Self-titled
Jesu-Silver
Vintersorg-Till Fjalls
Forefather-Steadfast
Tool-Lateralus
Non-Heavy:
Dead Can Dance-Aion
Soundtrack to Ken Burns' "Civil War"
Robert Johnson-Complete Recordings
Nakatomi Plaza-Private Property
Dropkick Murphys-The Warrior's Code
Heavy-ish:
Amesoeurs
Jesu
Lifelover
Gojira
Katatonia
Any slow-/mid-tempo death metal
Less-to-not-at-all-heavy:
First and foremost, Elliott Smith
A Perfect Circle
Ulver
Smashing Pumpkins
My Dying Bride
AND… I was amazed to see mewithoutYOU's Catch For Me the Foxes mentioned above… I listened to that for a VERY long time following the demise of the best relationship of my life.
And how could I forget Joy Division. They're always great to listen to when I'm wishing for death.
So, you're in your 20's, your girlfriend leaves, or someone close to you dies. You go to the liquor store for a 40 and pick up that Super Saver cassette almost by random: Neil Young 'After the Gold Rush / Harvest'. And EVERY SINGLE SONG hits home to you. You play it a thousand times, paint to it, sleep to it, drink to it. I'm suprised every young man hasn't had the same experience.
I second the Thin Lizzy and Joy Division. Honorable mention: Doc Watson, Donna Summer, and Roky Erickson (because he thinks of Demons FOR YOU).
If I want something really heavy, I could go for Swans or Khanate, but then again, instead of those bands depressing me, they would scare the shit out of me that I would wake out of my funk.
Aggression doesn't really work for me when I'm down. I'm going to go with Godflesh's Songs of Love and Hate, which is a numbing mixture of nihilism, loathing and self-loathing.
But the music that really worked for me in bad times was Spiritualized (especialy 'Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating in Space'). J Spaceman's problems always dwarf my own (or at least, they loom much larger for him), and are gorgeously set to music.
Well Jane Doe for obvious reasons.
his hero is gone — monuments to thieves
nasum — helvete
neurosis — through silver in blood
assuck — anticapital/blindspot
rudimentary peni — cacophony
Jesu – Jesu
Jesu – Silver
Disembowelment – Transcendence in to the Peripheral
Dirty Three – She Has No Strings Apollo
Ocean Machine – Biomech
Devin Townsend – The Hummer
Swans – Soundtracks for the Blind
Birchville Cat Motel – Firepower Fragrant Cloud
Frankly, when I find myself entering a real emotional wasteland, traditional music won't do it at all. I find myself reaching for noise (a Merzbow/Keiji Haino collaboration called Kikuri is particularly brain-roasting), or something like Azonic's Halo (Andy Hawkins, guitarist from Blind Idiot God, doing seriously overdubbed and reverbed-out solo guitar stuff for an hour or so).
Any OSDM.
Any Pantera album usually makes my day great again.
My word verification for this comment was cooffe – awesome
Fates Warning – Awaken the Guardian
Steve Reich – Variations for Winds, Strings & Keyboards
Omen – Battlecry
Helloween – Keeper of the Seven Keys pt. 1
Sanctuary – Refuge Denied / Into the Mirror Black
J.S.Bach – The Art of Fugue
Judas Priest – Sad Wings of Destiny
Depressive Age – First Depression / Lying in Wait
& My own music
All this art gives me strength to go on when things are tough.
I avoid:
Warning – Watching from A Distance
Esoteric – Metamorphogenesis
Skepticism – Lead & Aether
Swans – Young God/Cop
in these situations.
I have a very similar reaction to Leviathan. I've actually used listening to the album as a relaxation technique. If I have an important interview, or heading into potentially awkward social situation (I get a little social anxiety from time to time), I can listen to that album and really settle my mind. People have a tough time believing that such sounds can soothe, but I am very thankful that they do.
It's usually something atmospheric for me. At least when I am sober. Cause when I am not, it's always:
Slayer
Celtic Frost
This year was particularly bad, so when friends came by last night I pulled out a neglected fifth of bourbon, killed the Tom Waits and set Reign in Blood to play with Morbid tales up next…
Sorry to be cliche, but bad times never bring put creativity in me.
Pantera's Southern Trendkill, especially both Suicide Notes, they really touch me…
But when I'm really feeling down, I listen to what I call my one-two punch: Celtic Frost's Monotheist to really feel the fucking pain, followed by Master of Puppets to uplift me with an uppercut.
I also love If These Trees Could Talk, an instrumental post-metal band. They produce one of the most soothing music I have ever heard.
In fact, any post-metal is welcome in tough times.
my personal end-all be-all of musical escapism & sonic relief has been Opeth's Still Life for longer than i can remember, that one's got a long sentimental history with me. also gotta agree with previous posts mentioning classic Pantera, especially the "Suicide Note" tunes & most anything from the Cowboys to Southern Trendkill era. here's a few other records i use to keep my head attached to the rest of my carapace, just to name a few:
Death – The Sound of Perseverance
Tool – Lateralus
Iced Earth – Burnt Offerings
Atheist Elements
The Crown – Deathrace King
Pantera – Cowboys From Hell, mainly because of Cemetery Gates, so beatiful.